i am beyond frustrated and confused on whats going on in this crazy thing called life. IKE has totally destroyed our area and made our lives halt. I cannot work or even go to my own house for AT LEAST two weeks. i dont think people really understand that. all i brought was a few sets of clothes and my computer, ipod, camera, etc.
i am staying in our sister church in jasper tonight...harvest. thank God for pastor gary. we were trying to get home and werent able to get there before curfew. Had he not opened his doors, we would most likely be sleeping in the car tonight. im not 100% sure where i/we are staying after tonight. i feel like a homeless person. bumming places to sleep. there is talk that our beaumont campus will be doing relief work again. if that is true, we will stay there and work. i need to DO something. ive also heard rumors that the mayors of jefferson county are going to make everyone leave do to the lack of resources in our area. if THAT is true, i will either go to dallas or bastrop with my mom. i dont mind either, but i wanna be around people from home who understand what i am going through. no that my mom wouldnt...but there are quite a few triumph-ites in the dallas area. as cara said, we are all going through this together and we need to stick together to get through it.
on a ?positive? note...i think i got approved for FEMA. If so, i want to use the $$ to get a new car. i had to leave mine behind and i know it got some damage from the water. not sure the extent though. i am still trying to apply for red cross. also, disaster unemployment. this is soooo crazy, because we JUST did this 3 years ago!! and from what reports show, this area is becoming a hurricane magnet.
well, sorry for the rambling. i just have SO much swimming through my head. thats pretty much why i created this blog. so, read it or not. it helps me.